My Therapist Claims There's Hope

He also said Nick is a puss infected SLUT.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

WTF Mate

I haven't slept for days. Tossing and turning and listening to Sophie (our giant sized dog) snoring her friggin' head off. I close my eyes and try to sleep and everything just keeps running through my head. I still have to finish our taxes (started them last night). That has really been weighing on me, and it's my own fault. Thought about doing them in January and then completely forgot about them until last week. AND our new stupid city that we live in requires us to file with them as well. Never had to do that before. Jerks.

I know I've bitched about my job before, but it has really been bothering me. I'm very seriously considering resigning from the work leader position and going back to the missionary position, I mean just straight up secretary again. It isn't that I can't handle the job, I just don't want to anymore. The doctor I work for is getting really busy, which is great, but it is extremely stressful trying to run his practice, and be in charge of all of the other secretaries. I'm sure they would take back the raise I got when I took on the position, but money isn't everything.

You know, baby stuff. We are going to start trying again soon and that is very stressful, though a good stress. No details yet, keeping that one to myself. You'll have to wait for the book to come out.

Then just a myriad of other little things like the laundry, or making the time to pay the bills, or cleaning up the house before the cleaning lady comes. I know, stupid stuff.

Couple good things. Lo Lo gave me some Proactive to try and I love it! It is really clearing up my face and so that is making me feel better! Whenever I break out I just want to run and hide. Just look so ugly, well you know, worse than normal!

Our pool table was delivered last Friday. It looks lovely. Still have a ton of work to do in the basement, but our Irish Pub is finally taking shape!

Hope all is well with ya'll and that you all had a nice Easter.....we had about 10 feet of snow, but it was great to spend the day with our families.

I've missed you!